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ৎ𝄢   April 4, 26. When you're interacting with me, I expect that you've already read thru this. This is a lot to remember so I'll be able to cut you some slack.ৎ𝄢   You can call me Arturia or anything in my hoard. I mainly use sh?/h?r prns. If you want normal prns, I go by anyall. I'm unlabeled in both gender and sexuality. I'm a theistic Satanist, I often refer to Lucifer/ Satan when I talk. Be not afraid, I do not weaponize my beliefs.ৎ𝄢   Don't friend me out of nowhere. If you need to contact me, my atabook is here.ৎ𝄢   I may have OCD, BPD + DRC, ADHD, SAD, and dissociative amnesia. It's impossible for me to get a diagnosis until later on in life, but still take this as a srs consideration. I'm avoidant, paranoid, pessimistic, and socially anxious. I struggle horribly with memory loss; I cannot remember anything from smth trivial to world ending. Please be patient and remind me when I forget.ৎ𝄢   I heavily encourage you to speak up and communicate if I upset you, because I don't care enough to get your hints. If you genuinely can't speak up or communicate & expect something to happen, go bathe in your own stupidity. If I dislike you, it's only a matter of time before we part ways.ৎ𝄢   If I confront you, don't panic; this means I care deeply about you. If I don't care, you would never have a srs talk with me, unless there's nothing for me to be upset abt.ৎ𝄢   ৎ𝄢   I have no moral compass. I do whatever I think it's right. You're free to argue, but changing my mind is most likely not within your capabilities. And because of my lack of moral direction, I'm someone full of contradictions. If I'm confusing you either bc my info changes too often, or I say one thing & say/do another, take the latest info as true. If you're unsure, please, ask!

 
 
 
 
 
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ৎ𝄢   I mentioned this in my main but I'll say it agian. if you genuinely think you are Arturia Giallo, Helektra, Phrolova, and/or Nicole Reeyn, let me know so I can block you, sincerely.ৎ𝄢   I have high empathy or completely apathy. I have a hard time translating my understanding into words. I'm sorry if I do not seem to understand you, I'm trying my best. However, I'm not your guardian angel. If you only talk to me to talk abt yourself, vent, and rant, I'll stop caring.ৎ𝄢   I have alter egos. I can't really manage them, they generally form unconsciously for my case. I'm not the main persona, that's Xiamo. The ones I currently recognize are me, Xiamo, Sunday, and Chidori. Not everything abt me is applicable to them. But you needn't worry. I'm most likely the persona you'll be dealing with.ৎ𝄢   I treat you like how you treat me & others. If you believe my reflection is wrong, say it or I'm not changing. Pick what you like more. I always match your energy, so the way I talk, react, and act aren't the same for everyone. Yes, I talk like this when I'm not conversing with anyone. Drastic change, yes?ৎ𝄢   I do not ignore ppl on purpose. If you never got a reply back, that means: I'm busy, absent, sleeping, don't know what to say, or you're wasting my time.ৎ𝄢   I do things on a whim. I'm sorry for any inconvenience I'll cause.ৎ𝄢   I will obviously prefer some ppl over others. I'm just when it comes to this. If you think I'm being unfair, I always prefer ppl that make an effort to talk to me or those that I'm close with. If you're not one of my preferred ppl, perhaps that's on you.ৎ𝄢   If your perception of me is still stuck in the past, that will result in some trouble for you. Everyone changes. Don't try to use the past to restrain me.

 
 
 
 
 
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ৎ𝄢   I basically see all of my instruments as my flesh and blood. I love them. They mean the world to me, they're my kids atp. I will talk abt them if we're close enough.ৎ𝄢   I'm #1 cello and guitar lover. You do not love cellos and guitar more than I do. I also take me and Semmelweis/Bella's relationship very srsly. No one can compete. I love her.ৎ𝄢   I get toxic over things that relate heavily to me. If you believe I'm getting out of hand, speak up, or I won't change my behavior. Also, I tend to say and do things impulsively. You're free to tell me to stop.ৎ𝄢   I don't want to make this section but here it goes. If you're copying me, please go find smth more fulfilling to do. You're not me and by copying me won't make you any better. No matter how hard you try, I guarantee you'll end up a failure or unsatisfied with yourself.ৎ𝄢   I'm a biblically accurate cherub, fallen angel, devil thing and I see myself in large and elegant birds like muted swans, black swans, red crowned cranes, and herons.ৎ𝄢   Some positive stuff! I love my found family aka the Harmony family (Tenshi!! Hello!!! My dearest brother who I'm so blessed to have!), Mys, Mpreg lab, and Da CCCP, Xinya, and Ai-Chan!ৎ𝄢   Well, seems like you read all the way to the end! You have great virtues.
 
   
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