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ΰ§Žπ„’   jan 18th, 26. when you're int with me, i expect that you've already read thru this. this is a lot to remember so i'll be able to cut you some slack.ΰ§Žπ„’   you can call me arturia or celesta, anything in my hoard. i go by any & all pronouns. unlabeled gender & sexuality. you can call me by my dead names, i can't bring myself to care, except that particular one that starts with Y & ends with N, do not call me that.ΰ§Žπ„’   before sending me a frq on discord, please let me know who you are thru my ata, or else i'm rejecting it & blocking you. if you need to contact me, i'd prefer you do it on my ata too, unless it's smth that's preferably handled on discord.ΰ§Žπ„’   i may have bpd + drc, adhd, sad, and dissociative amnesia. it's impossible for me to get a diagnosis until later on in life, but still take this as a srs consideration when int with me. i struggle horribly with memory loss, i cannot remember anything from smth trivial to world ending. please be patient and remind me when i ask for it.ΰ§Žπ„’   i heavily encourage you to speak up and communicate if i upset you, because i won't be able to tell from my side. i'm open to criticism and i can accept that i'm shitty if i was truly being a villain. don't drop hints either, i either won't care or get it. if you genuinely can't speak up or communicate & expect me to change, block me. if we're friends, put some effort & i'll also tell you if you're upsetting me. if we're not friends however, then don't expect anything: my actions can tell you if i consider you a friend. if unsure, ask!ΰ§Žπ„’   if i confront you, don't panic; this means i care deeply about you. if i truly don't care, you would never have a srs talk with me (unless there's nothing for me to be upset abt).ΰ§Žπ„’   i have an avoidant/disorganized attachment style. do not dm me first unless it's ACTUAL important shit, and for the love of the angels above, do not ping me. i'm both semi-ia and super active, i'm not consistent, & you should never expect me to be consistent.

 
 
 
 
 
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ΰ§Žπ„’   i mentioned this in my main but i'll say it agian. if you genuinely think you are Arturia Giallo, Helektra/Hysilens, and/or Phrolova, sincerely let me know so i can block you. i also take me and Semmelweis/Bella's relationship just as srsly, if not more srs.ΰ§Žπ„’   i have either super high empathy or completely apathy. i have a hard time translating my understanding into words. i'm sorry if i do not seem to understand you, i'm trying my best. however, i'm not your guardian angel. if you only talk to me to talk abt yourself, vent, and rant. i'm blocking. if you're VERY clingy or sensitive as hell, leave.ΰ§Žπ„’   i can be possessive of what's related to me. and sometimes i get INSANELY possessive. if you believe i'm getting out of hand, speak up, or i won't change my behavior until later. also, i tend to say and do things impulsively. you're free to tell me to stop.ΰ§Žπ„’   like i said earlier, i'm not consistent. my morals are the same thing. whether i decide to be "good" or "bad," is completely decided what i feel like. generally, idgaf what you do as long it's not affecting me, but i do make exceptions, i might still unfriend bc i js don't like wtv you're doing, don't take it to heart. don't try to use a fixed bar on me, it won't work. i'm not going to restrain myself in a criteria.ΰ§Žπ„’   i treat you like how you treat me & others. MY attitude towards you is YOUR OWN attitude. if you believe my reflection is wrong, say it or i'm not changing. pick what you like more.ΰ§Žπ„’   i do not ignore ppl on purpose. if you never got a reply back, that means: i'm busy, absent, sleeping, don't know what to say. if i dislike you, it won't last long until i unfriend. i don't make kys jokes, because i mean it full heartedly when i say kys. but idc for kys jokes.ΰ§Žπ„’   i'm someone full of contradictions, if i'm confusing to you bc my info changes very often or i say 1 thing & say another, take the latest info as true. if you're unsure, please, ask!

 
 
 
 
 
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ΰ§Žπ„’   i'm incredibly homesick & nostalgic, practically stuck in the past almost. i tend to project my memories and feelings onto media that reminds me of my past. my personality splits when it comes to dif langs. i prefer talking in cn because i feel more genuine abt it, but eng is also ok. i'm not a sys, it's js how i adapted in dif places.ΰ§Žπ„’   i don't appreciate my told f/os are fictional. i see them as real as ever. speaking of which, i basically see all of my instruments as my flesh and blood. they mean the world to me, they're my kids atp. & i will talk abt them if we're close enough. i love my 10 kids, and soon to be 16 or more. i'm #1 cello and guitar lover and you do not love cellos and guitar more than i do. tho i'm sharing of my family, i do not want to hear shit like "i like ___ more than you!!" they're my family, honey. don't even compete with meΰ§Žπ„’   unless your name is Sabrina, Sua/Kaleido (sorry to keep bothering abt you but CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABT SEMMELWEIS), or Kiyumi (MY FAV SHIBAL!!! sorry for the constant 3000+ dms), do not spam me amana style. i don't dm first often unless Kiyumi (fav shibal mentioned TWICE!?). i will obviously prefer some ppl over others. i play favs ok? "you used to not play favs-!" js stfu, i USED to. do not use what i said before to pull shit on me. you look like a fool.ΰ§Žπ„’   best friends aren't a thing in my system. this is to prevent me from mentally collapsing if this said best friend did me wrong, even js slightly. don't call me your "best friend."ΰ§Žπ„’   i can be selfish. i don't do well with stress. i'm not your s/o. i'm kinda dry if we're not close. i'm a philosophical pessimist. if you're my friend, chances are, i already splitted on you at least once or twice.. lastly, i always use isolation as a mean to recover. support is greatly appreciated, but i'll either start trauma dumping or completely shut you down.ΰ§Žπ„’   but above all, no fixed dni, free for all. i'll unfriend/block when i see fit.